"The One With... Jay's Cousin Lori" kicks off our two-part season finale with what can only be described as Grant's attempt at investigative journalism – if investigative journalism involved interrogating your co-host's cousin about childhood trauma and angry ginger origins.

Enter Lori, Jay's cousin and childhood partner-in-crime, who grew up more like a sister to our beloved Angry Ginger. Grant, armed with the subtlety of a sledgehammer and the determination of a true-crime podcaster, dives straight into the deep end. What was life really like growing up with an alcoholic mother? Who hurt little Jason? And the question burning in Grant's mind like a forgotten Hot Pocket in the microwave: has anyone actually seen Jay cry?

This episode peels back 47 years of Jason's life like an onion – marriages, kids, affairs, divorce, dating – the whole enchilada of human experience. From mountaintop moments to valley-dwelling lows, nothing is off-limits. But in classic "On Hiatus" fashion, what starts as Grant's mission to expose Jay's hidden depths ends up revealing something unexpected about himself. (No spoilers here, folks – you'll have to press play to uncover that gem!)

Stay tuned for next week's grand finale where the tables turn and Grant brings on a mystery guest. Who could it be? Let's just say Jay's got some questions of his own locked and loaded.

Want to join our dysfunctional family? Drop us a line at OnHiatus@MonkeyPooStudios.com. Your message might just save Grant from his nightly ice cream binge (results not guaranteed). Follow our shenanigans on Twitter/X @Podcast_Hiatus, and give our resident Angry Ginger a follow @S7evendaysageek. Breaking news: Grant might actually join the digital world in Season 4 to help manage the show's social media. He actually hasn't commited to this nor is he aware that it's something that will be brought up in an upcoming On Hiatus Team Meeting... so we'll see.

Thanks for letting us share our mental health journey with you this season. Join us next week for our final episode of the year, where we promise to maintain our tradition of questionable decisions and unexpected revelations!

P.S. Grant still wants to know if anyone's seen Jay cry. The investigation continues...

"The One Where... They Read From The Notebook" isn't your typical tear-jerker (though Grant probably wished it was). In this revealing episode, The Angry Ginger unearths a nine-year-old notebook - and yes, we're absolutely certain about that timeline, as Grant fact-checks it approximately seventeen times.

What starts as Jason flipping through old podcast ideas and show concepts quickly turns into an unexpected time capsule of vulnerability. Tucked between creative brainstorms and the early seeds of what would become "Deconstructing Dad," lies something Grant has been hunting for like a truth-seeking missile: evidence that his seemingly unflappable friend once grappled with the same dark questions that keep him up at night.

Through pages of raw introspection, we witness Jason's past self wrestling with questions that would make any therapist's notepad weep: "Will I ever be loved again?" and the eternal quest of "What is happiness and how to find it?" The crown jewel of this literary excavation? A one-year plan that begins with the hilariously self-deprecating goal to "do a sit-up because he's a fata**!" (Spoiler alert: He's done at least three since then.)

Grant, like a kid who just found out Santa is real (plot twist!), can barely contain his excitement at this glimpse behind the curtain of Jason's comedic armor. His "Where has this book been my whole life!?" reaction perfectly captures the moment when you realize your friend's class clown routine might have been masking some serious soul-searching.

But here's the kicker - Jason reveals these thoughts were likely meant for his "Deconstructing Dad" podcast, during a period when Grant was too preoccupied with his own chaos to tune in. In classic Angry Ginger fashion, Jay lands the episode's most pointed jab with a laugh: "Maybe if you were a better friend and listened to my podcast, you would have known all this years ago."

Sometimes the best therapy sessions happen when you're reading old notebooks with a friend who's been waiting nine years to say "I told you so."

But wait, there's more! Just when you think the vulnerability hour is wrapping up, Grant whips out "The 10 Questions" from his sadly departed but deeply missed "The Stranger Conversations" podcast. Jason, still slightly salty about never receiving an invitation to this apparently prestigious show (no, he's not holding a grudge... much), initially refuses to play along. But Grant, master of selective memory, plays innocent while Jay sees right through it like a freshly Windexed window.

What follows is Grant's attempt at serious, soul-searching questions designed to peel back the layers of human nature... met with what can only be described as peak Angry Ginger responses. But we're not giving away the goods here - you'll have to press play to witness this masterclass in question-dodging and sass-mastery for yourself.

As always, thank you for spending your valuable time with us. We hope that by sharing our struggles and pain through both serious and decidedly less-serious conversations, we're making your day a little brighter... or at least giving you an hour's worth of distraction from whatever chaos you're currently calling normal. Keep listening, keep laughing, and remember - sometimes the best therapy comes with a side of snark.

***Only Two more episodes left for the season. These are going to be big ones!****

YOU CAN REACH US-and please do:

Jason @S7evendaysageek

Grant @PodcastHiatus

Email the show: OnHiatus@MonkeyPooStudios.com

It's time for another mind-bending episode of "On Hiatus," where we tumble through the rocks of reality and come out... slightly more confused than before.

In this week's episode, "Rock Tumbling Through a Simulation Theory," we join our intrepid heroes, Grant and Jason, as they navigate the treacherous waters of mental health, masculinity, and... geology? Yeah, you heard that right.

Excited to be off hiatus, Grant, proudly boasts about his year-long tear drought. Congrats, buddy! Nothing says "I'm doing great" like emotional constipation. But hold onto your hand sanitizer, because we're not done taking a nosedive into how Covid turned his world upside down faster than Carol Baskins did to the Tiger King.

Now, here's where it gets interesting... (Show code secret time: This whole episode was originally part of the conversation from last weeks episode, but thematically it didn't all work as one coheisive unit so Jay, being the humble superstar editor that he is decided to do his job and this is what you get. Podcasting Gold.) So continuing from last weeks conversation (wink, wink) Grant's questioning his manhood because he's not sure he could survive alone in the woods for a week. Newsflash, Grant: most of us can barely survive a week without WiFi, let alone in the wilderness. But our boy takes it up to eleven, imagining himself as the sole survivor of a plane crash. Spoiler alert: in this scenario, the bears are probably placing bets on how long he'll last. (If you'll recall, Jay would be one of those bears)

Jason, ever the optimist, suggests turning this existential crisis into content for season 4. Because nothing says "ratings gold" like watching two podcasters fumble their way through survival scenarios. It's like "Naked and Afraid," but with more clothes and even more fear. But no tears! Never again with that sentimental sewer drainage.

In the immortal words of Grant Markham, "But wait, there's more!" We dive headfirst into the rabbit hole of simulation theory. As the Ginger, not yet stimulated to anger, asks "Are we living in my simulation or yours?" The answer might surprise you... or not, because let's face it, if this was Grant's simulation, we'd all be metal detecting through grey matter till a box filled with accountability rocks gets found and immedietly tumbled.

Speaking of which, Grant's got a new addiction... to rock tumbling That's right, rock tumbling! But who knew turning rocks into slightly smoother rocks could be so expensive? ...and here is where Jason's inner Angry Ginger makes an appearance. We'll just leave it to the audio.

We wrap up with a spicy discussion on SSRIs, numbing effects, and potential side gigs as shopaholics or sex addicts. You know, just your average Sunday morning chat.

And here's the kicker, folks: turns out Grant's meds might be turning him into a big spender after all. Who knew polishing rocks could be such a slippery slope? I guess you could say he's really... getting his rocks off. One thing is for sure though... "He's never going to financially recover from this!"

Tune in next time when we'll probably be discussing Grant's new addiction to collecting dryer lint or Jason's sudden urge to become a professional financial guru specializing in stupid purchase beat downs. Until then, keep questioning reality and tumbling those rocks!

...And we're back! This time with a much healthier Grant Markham! That's right, after 3 months of sickness and disparity, Grant is able to return to the microphone to discuss not just mental health but physical health.

Jay of course is along to help guide him and encourage him to take his vitamins, accept his old age and bring up actual texts of his downward spiral... just in case he forgot something!

In this episode, Jay (The Angry Ginger) shares his struggles with Borderline Personality Disorder. His struggles with being a father of two daughters diagnosed with BPD. He feels guilty for potentially being part of the cause. He shares his struggles with trying to reach out to one of his daughters and the rippling effect that this disorder can have on the entire family.

Grant relates from being misdiagnosed as Bipolar for many years and how his depression has caused him to not always see the true reality of things but what he made up in his head for a multitude of reasons.

Trigger Warning: There are comments made about suicide. Thoughts of how and why from both a time of being young and misunderstood and from being older and wiser and how outlooks have changed.

Also, Grant attempts to travel down a road to LOSERVILLE where apparently he beleives Jay has residual fear from the past of where he swears Jay once resided... but trust me when I tell you that he was misinformed.

Thank you so much for listening! We would both appreciate it if you could help spread the word about this podcast. Tell your friends, your enemies, share it on the socials with both!

We are coming up to the end of the season. I'm shooting for 4 more episodes but it's looking like 2 more for sure. Stay subscribed and we'll keep making them!

Jay

@PodcastHiatus

@S7evendaysageek

Email the show and share your thoughts on this episode or what you'd like to hear us discuss in the future! OnHiatus@MonkeyPooStudios.com

This week your favorite mentally challanged mental health advocates return to share their thoughts on clips that didn't make thier original episodes. These are conversations that maybe didn't fit the theme of the episode preveiously released or maybe they just needed to be cut for time... but Jay (The Angry One) deemed that they were still worthy of airtime!

Grant didn't have much say except for what he originally had to say during the time of recording!

Without further ado, press play and hear Grant and Jay take you on a trip down the cutting room floor's memory lane!

In this episode:

Jay gets called out for having a bit of preshow attitude toward his girlfriend when she presents a last minute tree removal need before pressing record. Grant can't help but make commentary and Jay thinks he's imagining things.

Jay has some beef with the way Grant always presents the ugly truth (and ugliness) of his past relationships. Grant sticks by what he says, except for the time he said nothing. Shockingly he has plenty to say now.

Grant struggles with a new perscripton and how it effects him. Jay questions whether our friendship would have made it through a one year rental agreement.

Grant struggles to have a good manly cry and Jay struggles to remember when the last time it was that he actually had one.

Thank you to everyone who patiently waits for us to release episodes of On Hiatus. Like Grant says, we are only Off Hiatus when we aren't On Hiatus!

Please feel free to reach out to us on the socials or email the show and let us know if you are enjoying this season. It would mean the world to us to hear from you!!!

We're back from On Hiatus... this time with possible identity problems as Grant contemplates shaving off his handlebar mustache and beard in an attempt to take a decade off his image, but will he still get noticed?

Jason shares what he's grateful for in an attempt to lure Grant into doing the same thing but he adds his own dash of humor to the whole thing but in sharing his gratiude journaling, he shares that he got some bad results back from a blood test and he might need to get a liver ultrasound.

Speaking of drinking, Jay just returned from Vegas, and Zion! The family trip was a great success. Did it compare to Grant's latenight police shakedown? Listen and find out!

Make sure to reach out to the show on the socials!

Jay @s7evendaysageek

Jay and Grant @PodcastHiatus

Email the show and tell the guys what you like and don't like about the show. Is it making your life better? Is their lives getting any better? Should they seek daily therapy? Reach out and share your thoughts... it'll make YOU feel better!

Email: OnHiatus@MonkeyPooStudios.com

Grant, who normally struggles to LIVE IN THE MOMENT, made a promise to do just that while on vacation with his family. Was he able to actually live in the moment? Was there a meltdown?

Have you ever heard the show before!?

If so, you won't be let down!

After we hear about Grant's vacation and all the fun (meltdown or not) included, we turn it over to Jay, who's planning one heck of a vacation with his girlfriend and kids. Yes, eating a footlong in the hottub comes up again (get your mind out of the gutter) and yes it's going to likely happen again (get over it Grant!)

Thank you so much for listening!

We'd really love to hear from you! Tell us what you love or don't love about the show! What you'd like to hear us talk about! Should we keep doing this podcat? Is anyone actually freaking listening or is it just bots?

Follow us over at Twitter @PodcastHiatus @S7evendaysageek and make sure to send us an email over at OnHiatus@MonkeyPooStudios.com