Episodes

  • Ben Graber
    Nov 15 2024

    Today, we’re joined by Ben Graber, who shares his incredible journey of faith and forgiveness. Ben grew up Amish, but his life took a turn when he was excommunicated for studying the Bible and discussing it with others. After joining the Mennonite community with his wife and kids, they faced even more rejection—this time, for reporting abuse in their family and for supposedly, dressing differently than others in the church.

    Through all the pain and criticism, Ben has continued to lean on God, responding to those who’ve hurt him with love and grace. His story is a powerful reminder that, no matter what we face, change is possible with God’s help—and even those who misuse us can be loved.

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    1 hr and 27 mins
  • Ruby!!
    Nov 2 2024

    It was so fun to have Ruby on the podcast this week, we talk about everything from feelings to bad haircuts, to boys and Ruby got a chance to play therapist for a bit during a candid discussion about feelings. Ruby also shares her heartfelt journey of discovering self-confidence and self-worth through her relationship with God.

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    59 mins
  • William
    Oct 18 2024

    William shares his journey from growing up Baptist and traveling to different churches, to eventually leaving that path and learning to pursue information on his own. Along the way, he met Judi, and together they've built a marriage full of love and connection.

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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • Keturah
    Oct 4 2024

    Trigger warning this episode contains mention of sexual assault-

    Welcome to this episode, where we delve into Keturah's harrowing journey through unimaginable abuse and the deep scars it left on her mental health. Despite the overwhelming darkness and the backlash she faced for sharing her story, Keturah has discovered a profound healing through her faith in God. Join us as we explore her path to redemption, revealing the transformative power of love and grace in the face of suffering.

    Connect with us on Instagram @why_we_left_

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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • Our Experiences with Depression and Anxiety
    Sep 6 2024

    Trigger warning this episode contains mention of suicide attempts and self-harm.

    Judi reflects on her struggle with depression, sharing how God brought miraculous healing while also working through the power of therapy. Lizzie opens up about her first panic attack and her ongoing journey with anxiety, revealing how faith is guiding her through each step.

    Find us on Instagram @why_we_left_

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    52 mins
  • Micah and Tina
    Aug 23 2024

    Trigger Warning- this episode contains mention of sexual assault

    Welcome to today’s episode, where we delve into Micah's journey from a childhood filled with fear and doubt about God to finding profound transformation and renewal in his faith. We also hear from Tina, who opens up about her experiences growing up Mennonite, struggling with shame, and her path to recognizing her inherent worthiness of God’s love.

    Connect with us on Instagram @why_we_left_

    https://www.instagram.com/why_we_left_?igsh=NTVmamMzY2gxa2E3&utm_source=qr

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    38 mins
  • Lizzie's Story
    Aug 16 2024

    Trigger warning, this episode contains mention of assault.

    Today, we’re telling Lizzie's story, she grew up in an Amish family where her relationship with her family was often strained. At just 17, Lizzie left everything she knew behind and has since found a deeply fulfilling and trusting relationship with God. Join us as Lizzie opens up about her journey from a troubled past to a new, hopeful beginning.

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Judi's Story
    Aug 9 2024

    In this episode, Judi opens up about her struggles with fear and feeling unworthy growing up. She talks about the challenges of leaving her home and the religion she knew, and how these experiences led her closer to God.

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    37 mins