Episodes

  • Start Here

    Start Here
    Nov 2 2021
    September 2018, 26-year-old Shawn Sinisi landed at the Pittsburgh Airport after a late-night flight from Arizona. No one was there to pick him up — he was alone with a simple suitcase of belongings, having been abruptly kicked out of one of the top drug rehab facilities in the country. He was supposed to be recovering from an addiction that had consumed most of his young life. Instead, he hit the streets to score then walked into a McDonald’s bathroom and dialed a friend to talk him through his misery while he shot a needle into his arm. She remembers his voice trailing off. The dope was laced with fentanyl. That night, Shawn became the first known and documented victim of Jerry Sandusky’s sexual abuse to die. Most of the last decade has been about accurately recognizing and dealing with sexual abuse — bringing it to light, and holding people accountable. What’s missing is treating those who are struggling with the effects. As a society, we talk about drug abuse and we talk about sexual abuse, but often those are in silos – separated from one another. Shawn’s story brings both together and highlights the complexities of this trauma and the system failures that are not being addressed. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    20 mins
  • Chapter I

    Chapter I
    May 26 2022
    "Don't you remember that camp? Don't you think it was weird? Something happened… he changed." Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    59 mins
  • Chapter II

    Chapter II
    Jun 2 2022
    "I need to know what's going on. What is going on with him that he's nodding off like that?" Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    1 hr
  • Chapter III

    Chapter III
    Jun 9 2022
    Shawn was nearing the end of his 30-day stay at The Ranch, and from what Marianne could tell, he hadn’t truly been sober for very much of it. She felt the promise of this fancy rehab facility atop a hill slipping through her fingertips. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    46 mins
  • Chapter IV

    Chapter IV
    Jun 16 2022
    ""He stole my childhood from me. I don't know who I am anymore" Please note that this chapter contains profanity and graphic depictions of child abuse and sexual assault that some people may find distubring. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    24 mins
  • An Inside Look: Sara Ganim Speaks with Dan LeBatard

    An Inside Look: Sara Ganim Speaks with Dan LeBatard
    Jun 23 2022
    This week we take a break from Shawn's story to gain an inside look at the origins of its reporting. Join us as Sara Ganim speaks Dan LeBatard on his show "South Beach Sessions" about how she broke one of the biggest sports scandals in history by being plugged in as a small-town reporter and just how she came about wanting to tell the story of The Mayor of Maple Avenue. This conversation was first published in November 10, 2021. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    51 mins
  • Chapter V

    Chapter V
    Jul 7 2022
    As hard as Shawn was trying to lead a normal life, at best he was only halfway. And that’s probably why he was so focused on Josh and Katelyn’s wedding. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    1 hr and 4 mins
  • Chapter VI

    Chapter VI
    Jul 21 2022
    In the past, Shawn had been very careful to hide the gory details of his addiction from his family. But today is different. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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    1 hr and 2 mins