Episodes

  • 5.19: The Lion and the Serpent
    Dec 10 2025

    Harry feels so empowered by knowing that he's doing something to make a difference in the background. That's really cool and also just very relatable, because I know that I've had feelings like that in the last few years. 'These are the things that are happening, but here's what I'm doing through my work to make it a little bit better.'

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    47 mins
  • 5.18: Dumbledore's Army
    Dec 3 2025

    The hurt that he's accruing by being isolated and ignored by Dumbledore -- that hurt of not having his needs heard and met -- are doing more to turn him into somebody who can understand Voldemort's feelings and how Voldemort became who he is, starting from being an orphan who had nobody to hear him when he cried out for help and nobody to connect with.

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • 5.17: Educational Decree Number Twenty-Four
    Nov 26 2025

    This is part of the instruction manual. Support your own confidence by doing something and carry that within you. People believing Harry and letting him know that they have a high opinion of him has taken such a burden off of him.

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    1 hr and 14 mins
  • 5.16: In the Hog's Head
    Nov 19 2025

    Ernie -- bless Ernie -- points out the thing that has to be said: "We are prefects." He is verbalizing the risk that they have all agreed to take if they go on this path, and that is, in fact, what they're all deciding, and he himself has made the argument for why they should: that this is even more important than O.W.L.s.

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    59 mins
  • 5.15: The Hogwarts High Inquisitor
    Nov 12 2025

    JC: I went into reading this chapter thinking when I read it before, this seemed so incredibly super dark and hard to imagine. It did not feel that way this time; it was even funny to me in ways that it would not have been funny before. I'm starting to wonder if the rest of this book is going to feel that way to me. I remember this book being so dark, and now I'm like, 'It doesn't feel quite as dark.'

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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • 5.14: Percy and Padfoot
    Nov 5 2025

    Harry's thinking he had known Percy for four years, had stayed in his house during the summers, yet now, Percy thought him 'unbalanced and possibly violent'? That was a feeling that was really powerful in the fandom during the first disbelief of TERFpocalypse. That vertigo when you realize that somebody has made you into a monster in their head, even though they had human connection with you that went back quite a way.

    For full show notes, transcripts, ways to contact the hosts or support the show, and more, visit hpafter2020.com.

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    59 mins
  • 5.13: Detention with Dolores
    Oct 29 2025

    LK: Your friends and allies are the ones who will hear you, so you have to be mindful of how you direct the anger that you're constantly being provoked to feel. I remember, in 2016, I had to be schooled. I had to be taught, "Do not make small hands jokes. The only people who are going to hear you are your trans-masc friends." That's true. Shoot, sorry.

    JC: Similarly, when people mock his weight or other things about his appearance, it's the same thing. Who hears those jokes?

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    1 hr and 13 mins
  • 5.12: Professor Umbridge
    Oct 22 2025

    They're all sitting there and it's just like *groans* and everyone's falling asleep… It's intended to be that the room is quiet. The appearance of learning is there, but no learning is actually happening. This is exactly what Umbridge wants. Then Hermione's hand goes up and stays up, and then slowly, everyone starts to notice, and it's this building and building and building. It's so good.

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    1 hr and 12 mins