At first, it was just a strange kind of fog. Not sleepiness. Not confusion. More like the world had turned into a movie set, and I was standing behind the camera instead of inside the scene.

It wasn’t dramatic. It didn’t scream for attention. But it stayed. Long enough to start asking questions no one wants to ask.

“Why does everything feel fake?”

“Why do I feel fake?”

The search for answers usually starts with fear. Brain scans. Heart monitors. Google rabbit holes. But nothing comes back conclusive — except the feeling that something is deeply off.

Then comes the second wave: the checking, the scanning, the constant mental spotlight trained inward. Noticing every flicker of disconnection, every passing moment that feels just slightly too dreamlike. And somehow, trying to fix it only seems to make it worse.

That’s the loop this episode unpacks. Not just what depersonalization and derealization are — but how they start, why they hang on, and why the brain might be doing something it thinks is helpful, even when it feels terrifying.

There’s more to it than distraction techniques or breathing exercises. Much more.

Tune in to find out what’s really going on — and what finally helped.

(This is an AI-generated episode inspired by my YouTube videos. I personally moderate these to share insights more efficiently, keeping the content informative yet completely free.)

Key Takeaways:

• Introduction (00:00)
• What depersonalization and derealization actually feel like (00:52)
• Trauma can also trigger depersonalization and derealization (01:59)
• The anxiety “worry cycle” and mental overload (02:31)
• Why the brain might shut down as protection (03:01)
• Acceptance vs. resistance (05:08)
• The “airbag” analogy for emotional detachment (07:01)
• Final recap and message of hope (07:56)

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