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THE THRONE IS TOO HEAVY

A 3-Part Podcast Series

Part 2: The Door & The Dance

Who gets in… and what happens once you’re inside?

For centuries, Paul and James have been placed on opposite sides of an argument—as if one preached grace and the other preached pressure.

But they were never enemies.

They were guards.

In this second chapter of The Throne Is Too Heavy, we step into a single room with two watchmen standing in different places—one at the door, one on the floor—both protecting the same sacred truth.

Paul stands at the entrance, holding the door open wide, refusing to let grace be turned into a ladder or faith into a transaction.

You don’t earn your way in.

You don’t perform your way in.

You don’t clean yourself up before you belong.

James stands inside the room, watching believers who know the words but have stopped moving.

Because faith that never touches your hands eventually dies in your mouth.

Belief was never meant to be a badge—it was meant to be a transformation.

This episode explores:

• Why grace must be guarded at the door

• Why faith must be lived once you’re inside

• How belief can become stagnant without obedience

• And why the Bible isn’t divided—people are

Set again to a gentle, reflective soundscape, this is not a debate to win or a doctrine to weaponize.

It’s an invitation to enter honestly… and live faithfully.

If you’ve been standing outside, convinced you don’t belong…

The door is open.

If you’ve been standing inside, convinced belief is enough…

Let it move you.

Two guards.

One door.

One room.

Faith saves you.

And faith changes you.

Come in.

Then dance.

Have you ever looked your SOUL in the mirror?

THE THRONE IS TOO HEAVY

Between Two Gardens — A 3-Part Podcast

Come home. Put it down.

Part 1: Two Sons. Two Gardens. One Weight.

Most people think the story begins with a rule.

A tree. A boundary. A command.

But it doesn’t.

It begins with a Father… and a son.

In this opening chapter of The Throne Is Too Heavy, we walk slowly through two gardens—Eden and Gethsemane—and discover the moment humanity picked up a weight it was never designed to carry: the burden of defining life without God.

Adam was given a home and reached for a throne.

Jesus was given a wilderness and chose trust.

This episode explores:

• What was really lost in Eden

• Why exhaustion feels normal to us now

• How sonship was exchanged for control

• And how Jesus refused to repeat the same mistake

Set to a gentle acoustic soundscape, this is not a sermon meant to rush you—it’s a story meant to settle you.

If you’ve been tired…

If you’ve been trying to hold everything together…

If you’ve been carrying more than you can name…

There is a Father still calling.

And the throne is still too heavy.

Come home.

Lay it down.

Known as Yeshua in Hebrew, Iēsous in Greek, Iesus in Latin, and Jesus to us today, He has been called many things across languages and generations.

Who Is Jesus is not an attempt to define Him by titles or theology, but to listen closely to the way He lived.

And perhaps the most important thing to know about Him

isn’t what we call Him —

but how He taught us to lay the weight down…

and exhale.

Losing somebody you love doesn’t come with instructions...
There’s no right way to stand.
No right way to breathe.
No right way to say goodbye.

This piece… this story… this moment —
it came from a place I didn’t ask to visit.
A place where grief sits down beside you
and God has to come sit even closer.

If you’ve ever lost someone…
if you’re carrying a weight you don’t talk about…
if their birthday, or the holidays, or just quiet moments hit a little harder…
then something in here is going to find you.

This isn’t me being strong.
This is me remembering.
This is me learning how to let go without losing the love.
This is me discovering that when Heaven takes someone home,
God doesn’t leave you behind —
He leans in.

I don't know who this episode is for,

but if it's for you, I hope it finds you...

And when it finds you…
I pray it brings the same kind of peace that found me,
in a moment I never expected.

— Deryl

For 40 years I wandered this earth, knowing…

This wasn’t meant to be a podcast. No script. No setup. Just me—raw, real, and reaching for God in the middle of the moment.

I hit record because I had to get it out… and I’m sharing it now because somebody out there might need to hear what unfiltered faith sounds like. This is what it means to talk to God when you don’t have all the answers but you still believe.

I didn’t clean it up or dress it up. No polish—just purpose.

Because sometimes, still standing IS the testimony.

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