Part 1 of 2: Join us on the journey of how Amanda grows up without connection and love , how it shapes her relationships in the future and the people she surrounded herself with. ..and how she navigates finding herself and ultimately learning how to loving herself.Follow along next week to hear part 2.  Episode 

Disclaimer:  Talks of suicidal thoughts, 

Pregnancy loss

Medical Abortion

Abuse 

Substance abuse

 resources

 Infant Loss Organizations  https://www.mend.org/infant-loss-organizations Help is available speak to someone today, 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline Or go to 988lifeline.org Crisis Text Line Text TALK to 741-741 to text with a trained crisis counselor from the Crisis Text Line for free, 24/7 Veterans Crisis Line confidential crisis support for Veterans and their loved ones You don't have to be enrolled in VA benefits or health care to connect. Send a text to 838255 Vets4Warriors support to the entire military community 1-855-838-8255 SAMHSA Treatment Referral Hotline (Substance Abuse/Mental Health) 1-800-662-HELP (4357) RAINN National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Teen Dating Abuse Helpline 1-866-331-9474 The Trevor Project support to LGBTQ young people 24/7, all year round. 1-866-488-7386 Also visit your: Primary care provider Local psychiatric hospital Local walk-in clinic Local emergency department Local urgent care center