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This Will Be My Undoing

Living at the Intersection of Black, Female, and Feminist in (White) America

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This Will Be My Undoing

By: Morgan Jerkins
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From one of the fiercest critics writing today, Morgan Jerkins' highly anticipated collection of linked essays interweaves her incisive commentary on pop culture, feminism, Black history, misogyny, and racism with her own experiences to confront the very real challenges of being a Black woman today - perfect for fans of Roxane Gay's Bad Feminist, Rebecca Solnit's Men Explain Things to Me, and Chimamanda Ngozie Adichie's We Should All Be Feminists.

Morgan Jerkins is only in her 20s, but she has already established herself as an insightful, brutally honest writer who isn't afraid of tackling tough, controversial subjects. In This Will Be My Undoing, she takes on perhaps one of the most provocative contemporary topics: What does it mean to "be" - to live as, to exist as - a Black woman today? This is a book about Black women, but it's necessary listening for all Americans.

Doubly disenfranchised by race and gender, often deprived of a place within the mostly White mainstream feminist movement, Black women are objectified, silenced, and marginalized, with devastating consequences, in ways both obvious and subtle that are rarely acknowledged in our country's larger discussion about inequality. In This Will Be My Undoing, Jerkins becomes both narrator and subject to expose the social, cultural, and historical story of Black female oppression that influences the Black community as well as the White, male-dominated world at large.

Whether she's writing about Sailor Moon; Rachel Dolezal; the stigma of therapy; her complex relationship with her own physical body; the pain of dating when men say they don't "see color"; being a Black visitor in Russia; the specter of "the fast-tailed girl" and the paradox of Black female sexuality; or disabled Black women in the context of the "Black Girl Magic" movement, Jerkins is compelling and revelatory.

©2018 Morgan Jerkins (P)2018 HarperCollins Publishers
Cultural & Regional Gender Studies

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"This raw, compelling memoir makes for an outstanding audiobook, and the author's narration is well done. The depth of her intelligence is immediately obvious, but what's more riveting is her brutal honesty and her willingness to speak her truth--both beautiful and messy.... This book is a must-listen - both funny and heartbreaking - but more importantly, it is an eye-opening call to action." (AudioFile)

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Mind undoing for a non-black person

As a white person, I wanted to understand what it is really like for someone who identifies as black living in today’s world. This book was mind “undoing” - what I mean by that is that ways of experiencing the world that seem normal and everyday to me, are so foreign for someone who is a black woman. Also, how a black woman needs to navigate the world in every day life, no matter how successful she is, is something I have never needed to experience.
I could relate to some concepts as a woman, but am also clear that my ‘similar’ experiences will never close to what black woman experience.

Highly recommended for any woman to listen to of any colour and race.

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Every white woman needs to hear this.

Phenomenal. It changed the landscape of my thinking on feminism and white patriarchy. I can not recommend it more.

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