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  • I Feel Real Guilty

  • A Memoir of Sibling Sexual Abuse
  • By: Jane Epstein
  • Narrated by: Maria McCann
  • Length: 9 hrs and 32 mins

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I Feel Real Guilty

By: Jane Epstein
Narrated by: Maria McCann
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Publisher's Summary

"I'm sorry for what I did to you when you were younger."

When Jane Epstein's brother makes this confession, a tsunami of memories floods over her. She remembers the years of sexual abuse at his hands. The pain. The shame.

Suffering from trauma few talk about, Epstein searches for solace in strip clubs and hotel rooms. She finds love, loses it, and loves again. Years pass before she dares to dive into the depths of her past. Only then does she begin to heal.

Though nothing can restore a stolen childhood, and nothing can reclaim lost innocence, I Feel Real Guilty is more than the raw, unfiltered tale of one woman wrestling with her demons. It's a call to arms, an invitation to survivors to speak out and reclaim their power. Epstein's story shines a spotlight on the secrets of sibling sexual abuse, providing a ray of hope and strength for those still trapped in their own private darkness.

©2024 Jane Epstein (P)2024 Jane Epstein

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