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All My Knotted-Up Life
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Beth Moore
- Length: 8 hrs and 29 mins
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Publisher's Summary
*****Audiobook format of All My Knotted-Up Life - ECPA's 2024 Christian Book of the Year Award WINNER*****
An incredibly thoughtful, disarmingly funny, and intensely vulnerable glimpse into the life and ministry of a woman familiar to many but known by few.
“It’s a peculiar thing, this having lived long enough to take a good look back. We go from knowing each other better than we know ourselves to barely sure if we know each other at all, to precisely sure that we don’t. All my knotted-up life I’ve longed for the sanity and simplicity of knowing who’s good and who’s bad. I’ve wanted to know this about myself as much as anyone. This was not theological. It was strictly relational. God could do what he wanted with eternity. I was just trying to make it here in the meantime. As benevolent as he has been in a myriad of ways, God has remained aloof on this uncomplicated request.” ―Beth Moore
All My Knotted-Up Life is a beautifully crafted portrait of resilience and survival, a poignant reminder of God’s enduring faithfulness, and proof positive that if we ever truly took the time to hear people’s full stories . . . we’d all walk around slack-jawed.
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- Anonymous User
- 18-10-2023
Brave and beautiful
Honest, vulnerable. Heartbreaking yet hopeful. I was completely captivated by Beth’s story. Once I’m done writing this review I’m going to listen all over again. As always Beth is poetic and witty, deeply thoughtful and courageously real. I’m in awe of her strength considering the pains she has endured. I haven’t cried so much in years. I thank the Lord every time I think of this precious sister in Christ.
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- Anonymous User
- 28-05-2023
Delicate and elegant
True of the person you are Pastor Beth, tears and laughter, you allowed us in your world, felt like a journey together as I read. What a gifted writer indeed.
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- Alita
- 12-10-2023
One of the best memoirs I’ve ever read/listened to
I thoroughly enjoyed listening to this! Beth told her story with rawness, honesty, and splashes of humour. I laughed and cried, and was so encouraged by her confidence and security in God. The final 30 seconds of the epilogue were the perfect words to finish.
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- Anonymous User
- 02-03-2023
Captivating!
A truly captivating book. I couldn’t stop listening. Both relatable and inspiring. Highly recommend to all.
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- Malcolm Gill
- 05-05-2024
Powerful story
This was a powerful and vulnerable story of God’s grace. Thank you Beth Moore. I highly recommend.
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- Jodi
- 19-03-2023
Inspiring and challenging
Beth Moore is a master storyteller but so incredibly humble. This glimpse into her life was heartbreaking but also so encouraging and inspiring.
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- Nillani
- 02-05-2024
Encouraging and Engaging
Beth is a pleasure to listen to, and has lived a fascinating life. I enjoyed walking with her through the challenges and hearing her Christian reflections on them in retrospect.
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